無關痛癢的聚會

唔關我事....只係因為有酒飲..HAHAHA
好在有朋友游子峰同高B陪姐...如果唔係悶死...
今晚飲酒飲得ENJOY!!! 1 腳在 ^^
但...HEHE...個腦...想要WIFI....人好矛盾...唔知自己想點...
今晚, 有D似女皇咁有人餵薯條...不過如果換轉係你...心情會一樣嗎??? ^^
我明TIMING 問題...我明..不過....LEE幾日, TIMING唔係差成咁呀???差到100個不爽...
可唔可以放過我??
可能比我知道SMS 事件簿...所以今日有D說話我會入耳, 亦覺得好似突登比我聽...
ANYWAY... FINE!!!
我都唔知點做好...
飲嘢時, 聽到D無關痛癢嘅人嘅消息...HURT 又好咩都好...I DON'T CARE!!!
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我係MEMBER?? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
처는 학생이에요...
咩叫私隱???講嘅目的係咪人人GET 到, 我唔覺...只會比我諗埋其他事...資質差, 浪費金錢, 時間...上次D人知, 算... 今次又講..仲要成間公司面前好似演講咁.真係接受唔到...仲要之後比人好似安慰我咁...唔緊要啦講多D啦......LEE個MOMENT 比 有人唔覆SMS 更難受....我自尊心真係好強...更接受唔到講住電話問你係咪嬲...

HAE

LEE 2日..都好HAE...LEE D 先係我嘅生活...最唔鍾意放假都PLAN到由早到晚都咁忙....豬嘅生活真係好ENJOY...瞓教唔洗用腦, 唔洗諗D唔想諗嘅嘢..多好!!!
LEE 2日, 每隔2秒就望電話, 睇下有無SMS...
唔通我地真係有時差???無左即時對話嘅畫面了???
今日終於有REPLY啦....
TIMING?! 我真係好唔鍾意LEE個字, 有時往往被LEE個字控制住....而家又你用LEE個字去控制自己....
不過..自己都講唔埋任何事...因為 I ALREADY ADDICTED TO YOU!!!

除了

真係除左好朋友外, 原來LEE個世界應該男同女只有一對, 唔可以存在朋友關係???
"友達以上, 戀人未滿" 唔可以 ???
"習慣" 嘅改變...令我又一次變得無聊...
試下深呼吸句: "睇開D啦".
但...換來係..繼續諗多...
好複雜嘅心情...應該ENJOY 這一刻定....應該理智???
好難選擇答案..
好想憑直覺去任情...

CHANGE

習慣0900開始到0100, 中間不停站...但而家...
對方堅持沒有...但..

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尋日喺學校....接受唔到個女同學...加之前一晚飲咁多酒..所以早走..RIE 之後SEND左SMS 比我問OK??!! 為左唔想有咩...好耐無做嘅藝人訓練班即上身...連RIE 都呆左...
跳埋D不知所謂嘅舞....WTF! 夜晚約飲酒??!! 可能私人酒腳嚟左...所以其他人?? NO WAY!!!
一如以往, 飛機B. ^^

係我心理作用定咩?? 真係好似咁... 有DD 再多DD 再加DDD 唔開心... 竟然不其然成日望電話有無SMS...

忍唔住問左好姊妹...解開心中個問題....舒服哂.. ^^

今次件事領略了好多嘢...又上一課.

CARE

原來..男同女之間係唔可以存在 "好朋友" ...
已經用好美麗嘅對答...
以為無事...
點知今日換來冷淡...
只不過想要人關心,愛錫 , 點解都咁難???
唔通真係要情侶先可以愛錫對方???
難道要一腳踏幾船先可以有 "愛錫" 嘅感覺???

96HRS

LEE 4日真係超超超超超超超超超超開心...如果SHERMAN 都喺度就更完美!!!!
返左嚟之後, LEE 4日真係飲得好ENJOY, 傾得好開心. 喊得好開懷, 笑得好開放...多謝你陪我咁多....SPECIAL 尋日..放棄左D嘢, 真係好唔開心...好在有你陪伴我...I LOVE YOU!
好懷念我地3人KTV 嘅時間....好懷念我地去酒吧時飲酒....好懷念我地坐埋一齊傾心事...真係好懷念....
96小時又完結了...好似發夢要醒咁...
返回現實...
雖然LEE 96 小時...有D嘢係接受唔到..但...算吧啦...突然覺得自己好似烈女咁...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! ZOME

20120222

special day for me...
thanks!

錯

原來同一個一D感情都無嘅人拉上...真係有D不爽...
第一次咁樣...點解我會咁???
不憤!!!!
因為咁...我更想要人鍚我!!!

心

有人關心, 有人鍚嘅感覺...多好
一日24小時...我覺得大家好似在一起咁...LEE種感覺好似未試過....

WARM AND WORRY

3日2夜

3日2夜SKI TOUR...
LEE 個TOUR 之後, 我CFM.....
好難受...因為...
一個本應好開心好開心..點解會咁... 酒店房好似病床...A B 床位咁...未試過20小時都瞓喺床上...
本應打算玩SKI 嘅...LAST嗰日瞓身去玩...點知...樂極生悲...嗰個MOMENT 好驚...之後再上...個心已脇...去到嗰個位就好驚...LAST 一次..應該真係唔好再上...因為膝蓋已極限了...心野嘅我...又再上...最後炒一次時..呆左坐喺度15MINS...好無助...點算...硬著頭皮迫自己落...但膝蓋已好痛到直唔到...所以又再好狠咁炒得好甘...連帽連HEADPHONE, 連鏡全飛出嚟...太斜啦...起身就滑下去...好痛...點算好..好想快快完全佢...
好在今日唔係玩SNOWBOARD. 如果唔係...死都似...
有D事...我做唔到...唯有避, 1個多月前我所講嘅情景同LEE幾日相處嘅一樣...
我係....多餘嘅感覺好厲害..
一直想...我同其他朋友嘅都可以相處到..Y 今次會咁???
接受係最好方法, 逃避係最佳選擇...
大家依然愛鍚對方.
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FIRST TIME

第一次正式見面傾計...喜歡了...雖然無瑛太同向井理咁靚仔...但佢好有愛心^^
不過....應該無可能...因為.佢啱啱失戀, 從朋友口中, 佢好DOWN..我估佢應該好鍾意女朋友...
算吧~~
諗下算吧~~

cfm

你是最好的聆聽者...好在, 最艱辛的的日子裡, , 有你在我身邊....
今日又向你呻...了...
難道我而家嘅興趣改為 "告解 "???
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一次又一次...真係令人失望...明明有機會...點解???  其實滑一次雪都唔過份姐??? 今日真係火到不得了...應承了, 更改....原來唔止朋友係咁. 承認左之後會改性質再取消, 老師都係咁...
又一次証明LEE個世界係無嘢相信...

THINKING

LEE排發現...原來唔同國籍, 唔同語言, 真係好難相處!!  第一次有LEE個想法...

今日識左一個新朋友..NICE!! 佢隻狗好CUTE呀... 有個動作同ROBERT好似...我掃佢條頸時...佢同ROBERT一樣...唔會"錫"我..會"錫"其他嘢好似地下...LEE樣嘢不嬲只有ROBERT仔先知,..我唔鍾意比狗錫...ROBERT 你同佢講嗎???

近一步

發夢到英姐, 發夢到屋企...但點解唔見你??? 真係好想念你...

SEEMS LIKE

i don't know ?? i am not sure?? am i very boring? am i very lonely? am i upset?? what's going on am i??
today sherming back home...mmm...one moment, i want to cry, really want to hug her ... but deeply calm down, take a break, take a deep breath....i don't want her worry about me, and i don't know to rely on her so much...i need to grow, we can't long lastly live together....she can't take care me so much., and i am not mentally retarded woman... so.. i need to always tell myself  i grown!!!
actually tonight we just together few hours, first,she again feel me "dislike" and this point until now, not much people know what i am thinking... didn't smile not equal to dislike...but it's ok...long time no MORNING CALL this activity...haha..so hard, but enjoy... and i think this is our communication!!
this night... i haven't any upset.. maybe someone next to me....
i know, when i nth to do, to think, then i will think of the negative....
am i the friendship circle so small???
the next day , when wake up...i feel happy...long time no this feeling...maybe..just 1 call or 1 sms, let me know i am valued to living ......