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生日快樂~~
估唔到今年生日第一句收到嘅說話係 :" 我愛你"...
真係好特別~
第一次喺溫書中渡過00:00 , 仲要一個人..哈哈...真係好另類?~
但竟然無悶悶不樂呀,或者咩..
可能一早已知LEE度唔係我地方..唔係香港, 如果喺香港, 應該好似英女皇壽辰咁連續幾日唔同朋友慶祝...
不過好開心, 未到00:00 有人打比我陪我傾住計渡過00:00
RIE 00:00 SEND SMS 比我
細JOE 00:00 SEND SMS 比我..LEE個真係好SPECIAL , 因為..香港慢一個鐘..佢竟然咁有心..計埋時間SEND ..真係好TOUCHING~~
今年嘅BIRTHDAY WISH有D不一樣~~~

happy birthday to me

由尋日起到今日...真係好興奮心情~~~因為幾十年一次嘅潤4月生日...終於來臨~~~
應該所有我尋日有向佢地提過朋友都知道我有幾開心,..EVEN 韓國人都好, 唔知咩叫潤月..但話聽到我把聲咁開心, 佢就開心...真係好開心..喺屋企跳埋舞添^^
今日一放學, 即刻同지은返屋企先..一日入面" CRAZY","STUPID"成日出現喺口中...^^
之後去明洞DUTY FREE, 今日出入LV, CHANEL已OVER 10次??!?! 大家都CRAZY.不過...我知自己咩呢..SO 好冷靜~~~I UNDERSTOOD YOU!!!  HAHAHAHAHA...選擇困難症....真係唔知買咩BRAND好...好想要LV...但太貴..真係心都痛~~~所以最後由BOSS 幫我CHOOSE! Padar~
好鍾意, 多謝哂~~~有D 唔好意思~~~
之後3個人再去食豬骨煲, 其實我知對方知我好鍾意食, 所以先講食LEE個...I LOVE YOU
3個人就會發生LEE D 情況, 是旦一方悶...我明...SO SORRY...所以都係安排下party 玩好d..i like party time , we can communicate!! i am the party queen~~~~
今個生日期實好想去整個蛋糕比自己...i will try my best to do it!!
所以我好想學好KOREAN .可以同지은流利咁講~~
boss 走左之後. 同芝恩即飲返支啤酒, 爽丫丫呀~  跟本2個人又開始發顛,傾計..lee d 話題真係唔可以比人知...真係嫁唔出...hahahahah
之後再陪我去多次duty free 行...
今日真係好開心..2個best of the top 都一齊.~~
i  was very happy that i can spend time with us on my birthday!!! i love you very much!!!!

心急人上

可能受過旅行社TRAIN 過, 唔鍾意WASTE TIME 喺D 無謂人身上...
今晚為左要對答EXAM, 同個同學仔約出嚟傾...傾成晚...都係NO ANS..SO...送走佢..
SEE U NEXT!!
WASTE MY TIME!!!
但好好笑...LEE排個電話成日HANG..同一時間幾個人KAKAO, 又WHATSAPP又LINE..即HANG...成晚又中文又英文SEND SMS, 一路同同學仔傾點寫...都唔係傾,係睇佢寫..因我已寫左了...
突然竟然問我同MISS 係咪好FD...HAHA我都話啦. 上次KTV之後D人一定知我地FD...不過, 我係一個ACTRESS, 亦係一個大話主義者... 作故事, 我只可以講, 我本事...haha..所以...HAHA...又一個受騙...HAHA

HAPPY ENJOY

今日好 RELAX... 好享受人生...
是日行程係先一齊瞓過教,再去漢江PICNIC..鋪張BLANKET,買個 HAMBURGER SET 坐喺漢江好RELAX咁渡過...超ENJOY! 之後太凍關係..去左側面COFFEE SHOP傾計..其實真係幾SHOCK! 不過我扮無咩SPECIAL..真係好好好好好開心, 你真係當我CLOSE FD...SHARE LEE個咁大秘密比我聽...仲要係一個無飲酒嘅情況下...THANKS
之後去左MAPO MEET 埋JAY 佢地..去路梁津食海鮮..真係好開心...突然被JUNE問你地識幾耐??咁FD 嘅?? 原來計落都只不過係1個半月嘅事...HAHA..但好神奇..不其然, 真係好想好想SHARE自己嘅事比對方聽...EVEN 無人知嘅事...人與人之間相處真係好神奇...付出與扶持...突然好掛住香港嘅好姊妹們...好兄弟們...
今晚真係好特別, 有MISS, 有JAY..識埋NICE JUNE 同睇住我大嘅JAY媽一齊...呀...真係好有以前嘻嘻哈哈講低能嘢. 講下笑下..好RELAX...好開心... 雖然唔同語言,但...但大家都溝通到, 連AUNTIE 都同MISS 都講到, MAYBE大家有HEART去MEET 對方.
呀~~~~ 真係好鍾意今日全日呀~~~
臨走, AUNTIE 突然唱首生日歌比我聽..真係好開心..
第一個同我講生日快樂同祝我嘅係細JOE.
第一個唱歌嘅係AUNTIE...
真係好SURPRISE!!
LEE幾日不斷被問31號想點過...太不了解我了...
忍唔住同幾個人GROUP傾, ..哈哈, 1人前KTV, 1 個人, 1支咪, 1隻杯, 1支酒, 1個CAKE... 張單返嚟CLAIM 數...HAHA 濺到呢...不過...真係好開心..因為一路講一路笑...可能往年比D好朋友好姊妹...寵壞左. SURPRISE 有心思嘅去學整蛋糕, 安排好哂...真係好PERFECT!!! EVEN年年都係差唔多..但真係開心..
好WARM 嘅一句:"唔緊要.返嚟同你補祝,搞大佢" HAHAHA
今年生日好開心嘅係MISS 多次問我:" CAN I CELEBRATE WITH U", 同亞SIR 突登請假要陪我...我要學"知足" ...因為有2個好朋友陪已ENOUGH了.
不如今年自己整個蛋糕比自己??  我諗一定好好玩~~想ENJOY 玩嘅過程~~
789同SNOOPY都話同我慶,CYSTAL 又問我幾時食飯...嘻嘻..I AM SO LUCKY!

i really mean

今日終於精神D, 有返把聲...成個人唔同返, 好嘈呀~~
上堂MISS無返...同SHERMING SEND SMS, 真係濺, 咁都比我諗到. PRIVATE ASSISANT. 受薪制...哈哈..
下午見有返D精神, 開始打理返家務..
是夜又做濺呢, 叫人請食飯..仲叫人上嚟搞埋我間房..搞到成11點幾先返屋企..真係好攰...
但今晚瞓得好差...狂醒...周身癢...頂...
一個HOPE, 星期六前我地一定要好返...我要去PICNIC!!!!!!!

MY WORLD IS CHANGED

CARE 嘅已不一樣, 令我開心嘅都不一樣了...HAHA
估唔到...原來真係同邊D人玩埋嗰排, 病都一齊病架.... 之後同SHERMING 玩得密, 病就一齊病, 而家同지은~玩得好密...估唔到大家一齊失聲同咳, 要一齊走堂...不過, 一家唔係我傳比佢 , 嗰朝只係見一面, 比嘢佢唔夠3MINS, 2次厠所見面...HAHA...都係夾^^
是夜不停收SMS, 可能FACEBOOK 留言嘅關係啦...不過今次大家都諗多左...同埋個個都問我一人返定2人返? 又問點解??? HAHA...唔通我同SHERMING 之前行 "孖BI" 嘅形象太深入民心?? HAHAHA.. 個個都以前我地咩事...?? HAHHA 不過今次我都好想....2人前...3日2夜都好...^^ 好希望...正如亞JAY講得好啱..太了解我了...
放左學之後大昏迷 , 每次食完藥都好WING, 好暈,無力...一返到屋企,我連有人客嚟左都唔知就瞓左....搞到人地以為我係女魔頭咁.,我一返,要即散...走鬼咁...HHAH,白痴~..由2點瞓到6點幾...起身, 終於有力氣可以嘢食..照顧自己了..自己煮飯食, 蒸水蛋...今次好成功丫...
跟住D SMS 又嚟, 電話又嚟...真係咁CARE 我??!! 同一時間...我只會覺得自己係一個BAD GIRL... 1 + 1 =我 ??!

I WANNA BE WITH YOU

下午被2個人問點解入醫院都唔即刻打比佢...LEE個MOMENT 好WARM...
瞓教前同幾個好好朋友傾計, 嘻嘻哈哈, 撒嬌...
不同地方一齊瞓...
但一瞓醒...成間房黑, 屋企無人, 個人好暈, 好驚...好寂寞...忍唔住喊左出嚟...
始終我都唔可以生存喺一個無愛嘅地方, EVEN FRIEND , LOVERS,FAMILY... 自己一直以為朋友收工返嚟整嘢食...HAHAHA..又諗多左...想煮個嘢食..但...無力...所以唯有繼續躺在床上SEND SMS..
忍唔住同你呻...SHARING 自己感受...
THANK YOU SO MUCH...
你一句說話唔洗行動, 已令我流眼淚...真係好眼淺....
同埋好無用...
嚟左咁耐..都好似獨立唔到咁...
每日已不停同自己講, 唔可以再倚賴人, 要自己生活, 行動都已經做埋....但原來個腦都唔比我獨立...
" YOU ARE GROW UP,  YOU ARE ADULT, YOU CAN DO THAT..."
THANKS!! MY BABY~~
成晚你用左好多說法氹我....我感受到嘅... I LOVE YOU


P.S 另...你一句 "唔怕, 有我在."I GET IT, THANKS!

好開心

返左屋企, 做左一陣功課, 再出去MEET CRYSTAL, 之後再MEET  지은. 3個人去食雪糕, 3個人玩到顛哂...應該咁講, 係我同지은2條友玩到好顛..^^.之後2個仲要諗埋D濺嘢, 驚今晚無人去食飯, 得班長去..所以突登遲5-8分鐘去到, 遠眺有咩人先出現..如果淨得有班長去, 無其他人嘅話, 即閃!!! .HAHA...仲要等埋其他人時, 2個人玩錄音玩到顛...HAHA HAHA....

1場: 烤肉店. D同學仔已有2個被K.O.. 估唔到喺LEE度都有人同我一齊玩灌醉人.一個倒燒酒一個倒啤酒, .証明班長人緣幾好...第一場話咁快...唉, 垃圾!!!

2場: 可以飲酒嘅KTV. 我嘅LOVELY PARTNER... 可能悶悶地, 所以要搵D嘢玩, 全程跟LOVELY PARTNER 舞足全程...HAHA......真係以為自己去左PHYSICAL.^^

9點幾, 2個人走先...走去買鞋,之後返屋企..10點幾...瞓了...

可能受朋友仔影響,一般9點幾10點就SEND GOODNIGHT SMS比我...所以...而家竟然....都早瞓埋...

今日真係好開心^^ 玩得好開心..I LIKE SPEND TIME WITH YOU...COS CRAZY GONNA CRAZY!!

MEAN

我真係發覺同我做得朋友嘅都係MEAN嘅人..哈哈..
濺呢2人組...HAHA...
取笑人地,又講MOTEL RM313...NAKED,SHOWER...HAHAHA ..真係顛線~ 真係愈來愈FRIEND...不得了...
我鍾意你夠顛同轉數同我樣^^.

노래대회ENJOY 就真係一D都唔ENJOY架啦...加上LEE個不得了嘅班長...真係火都嚟...
尋日仲要比條四川濺婦賴好心做D多X如嘅嘢, 搞到我好似有問題咁...
忍~~~~

UMMM...

未瞓醒收到個BAD NEWS...成個人即醒...... 我明嘅你已盡哂力...
所以好快我上網BOOK 哂 4 段飛...
點解日日都咁...FEEL SO HARD..想點呀???
WANT TO TAKE A DEEPTH BREATH~~
突然收到你個MESSAGE.. 問我幾號來回..
"if i can lie , have a cold or get a diarrhea or something to my professor, i will go to hk even if only a coupleof days. then can you meet me in hk??"
雖然未CFM, 但有HEART...已好開心..真係..
RECENTLY U ARE THE ONLY ONE JUST CAN MADE ME HAPPY...
it's true...
P.S 多謝 our love grows deeper as time passes.

*** 當一個人心情唔好, 有煩惱時..有咩方法可以發洩???***
就係飲酒 ONLY???
仲有無其他??
LEE排...簡直CRAZY GONNA CRAZY!!!!

sooooo touching

u make me surprise and happy everyday... recently add more and more touching for me...
yesterday night, when i slept, i just send u sms that tomorrow i must be hungry due to tonight didn't have any meal....
today i just said do u know why i wake up so early??? u just said "hungry?" i said of course... i can't believe that u said:" i made lunch box for you",and i can't believe that u said 5am  to made for me....i am very very very very happy...
ohhh~~ surprised that i can feel your heart in the food... cos many many materials in there...^^
when i sit in the classroom eat.. i feel many ppl jealous of me...haha.. and i WONT share with others...
today i really really really touch and after that i want to do somethings for you... really... it's true,..however i don't know how to cook...i  want to learn to cook for you...
you really kindly for me...
and anytime anywhere, just i need u , u will stand by me~~~
i love you!

i love u

due to each night i must send u kakao even you slept, so early morning, when i woke up..i must receive your warm text..." pls remember that i am always be nearby you, pls lean on me,ok?? i love you honey...pls lean on me, i would love that, really if i can do anything for you, i am happy, you are my sunshine".. after reading  these texts...  i cry.. i don't know what i can say.. i can meet such this fd.. to tell the truth, i can't living without you..."lean on"..i never heard someone talk to me... it is the first time, even bf also didn't see such like this ....omg .. thanks alot!!

so today in a lesson,  i really think much.change my mind . :" time never stop, time goes by, how comei don't keep a happy mood to pass throught? these few days, i feel i wasted my times. unhappy, upset...of couse i must have such feelings, but just think of the happy things such as GO TRAVEL,YOU NEXT TO ME, YOUR TOUCHING TEXT, AND MANY BEST WHO LIVES IN HK ARE WAITING FOR ME, how come just 1 person let me unhappy so many days?? it's unfair to all my love, my text...so i must be happy start from now...

and i am your sunshine,so i must give you happiness!!!

and today u make the food to me... but don't know why share whole class, but just 1 sentence " i was gonna give it only for you" but it's make me happy and happy.. so touching...

the only thing that can touch me is you !! i help me alot... you really my sunshine!

HATE MYSELF

nowsaday, just have wifi area, i will very busy...
even having meal...
"WHEN U WANT TO CRY, CALL ME".. i call you and cry... i know you are very really worried about me...
"if alcohol makes you feel better, please drink"
just you are the one who support me !!
after that i join my fd to enjoy drink
I just want to say, i was the fool, i hate myself... what's wrong with me?? why??? what??? i lost myself....
i never ever think i will do this sucks! i am afraid.. i dont know what can i do next, i am sorry to uuuuuuuu....
today when i wake up (actually)i didn't sleep... i am thinking what i am doing,what rubbish i was...i can't accept... 
b, pls wake up!!! 

^ ^

文字上嘅對話, 真係可以令人感受到好溫暖~~ " you are my sweetiest honey ever. now i cannot live without you " ..haha...真係好SWEET!  "  I AM WORRIED YOU FEEL LONELY"....EVEN 心情LEE 幾日有幾DOWN, 只要收到對方MESSAGE 或來電已經好開心, 成個人開心返..U MAKE ME HAPPY!!
星期六就知我嘅假期係幾時啦...^^ ..好心急,好緊張, 好期望我地ENJOY!! 如果可以真係好想JOIN 埋我D 好姊妹一齊去SO CRAZY!!!
HAHA

thank you baby

LEE排日日都飲酒..好似無酒不歡咁...
所以尋晚一早叫人今朝一定要MC 我...因我已搬床位了^^. 但原來...對方係一早SET自己個MC, 再MC 我..之後再瞓返...真係好感動, 自己咁耐, 只有我咁對人地做LEE個行為, 第一次比人地咁做...原來..個心好幸福. 當然同一時間..有內疚感同唔好意思....
可能LEE幾日太攰, 可以話心力交碎...好似好多不必要嘅壓力, 好辛苦....日日都呻同一個TOPIC. 但真係好開心, 有你SHARING , 做我PERFECT LISTENER...每次傾完之後, 心情舒服好多好多...無咁DOWN...無咁SAD...雖然事實幫唔到D咩..但JUST LISTEN 同真係用盡方法去逗我開心. 已經ENOUGH!!!
去工幹, 用左少少心意...上堂時大家偷笑嘅樣子, 真係好FUNNY...
LEE幾日大家嘅TOPIC都好"意外"...真係可以講大家都唔想...因為全部都係BAD THINGS, 好SAD...其實我真係好想我地SHARING HAPPINESS...
今日比CRYSTAL 問我點解會FD 成咁...成件事講哂佢聽. 佢都覺得好FUNNY...
是夜出動..去波波HOME DINNER, 第一次JOIN 佢地HOME MAKE DINNER..都幾FUNNY...好好食...好懷念...^^..但SEND SMS 已成生活不可缺少的一部份...因為SEND 左成個幾鐘SMS...
一個人一飲酒真係悶左D....ANYWAY... PLS PLS LET ME HAPPY!!!
淚水已開工48?72?小時???

JET!! UP AND DOWN

恭喜對方..因為佢可以做到一個可以令我開心同唔開心嘅人...
上午好地地...下午...哈...NTH CAN SAY..
LEE排可以大家都有急事需要對方, 所以加多左" CAN I CALL YOU,AND SURE " LEE個對答同行動...
好似被人挑戰我底線咁...我,..被誤會了....
以前我真係會有行動...但今次...SORRY...無力了...
忍唔住同BABY SEND SMS , 跟住再傾埋電話...真係不得了....LEE刻你明白我, 我真係好感動...忍唔住在街上喊....
好難受...

DOWN

可以用委屈形容嗎??
淚水已不甘地流了2天...
好攰了...無力了...
好在...好在...有你陪我....
PLS RESPECT OUR RELATION!!!
有D說話唔可以一講再講...真係無彎轉...悔氣嘅說話只會令人厭倦...
我已無力去挽救一切..縱使我好想...
一次又一次...我...輸了....
SORRY...要BABY日日24小時SEND SMS 擔心我...安慰我...
我只可以講 ," 你是不能取締的 "...
我識分有HEART AND 無HEART...
THANK YOU!!!
失控中...

REPEAT AND REPEAT!

喊唔係因為甘心與否. 而係....點解次次都係咁...
好多謝每句窩心嘅關心,
你~係可以令我好開心無壓力嘅人...
喊為咩??? 我都唔知....但真係好想....
飲為咩??真係唔知...但係好想...
是夜好想STAY ALONE...但已有約在先...不但不出席...唯有...I AM A PERFECT ACTRESS !!

LONG TIME NO REPORT!!

真係好似好耐無寫日記了...
LEE期真係忙左...考試啩... 面子問題, 同埋唔想令MISS難為情...佢幫我私人上門補習, 我又成日煩住佢...問佢咁多問題, 仲要係任何時間....所以更加唔可以差...星期六同日全日STAY HOME溫~~FINAL... 都OK 嘅...有2份70幾, 1份80幾, 1份90幾 ( MISS 嗰份) ^^
*******

其實已經好FD...大家已肯定了唔係NORMAL FD,..係交心GOOD FD...無論思想, 嗜好大家都一致^^
尋日真係好突然...好耐無做過姊妹應援組了...突然收到一個SMS, :" SAMMY, NOW I REALLY WANT TO CRY.."真係嚇到..突然好似以前姊妹上身咁... 問位置, 洗唔洗陪.....因為而家考緊試仲係...所以佢唔比我陪..只係SEND傾...真係我真唔相信1小時13分鐘,對話有291個...仲要唔短, 係好長....全日SEND SMS OVER 500 個,真係不得不承認我地真係好勁... 同好顛..堅持唔拎電話講...HAHA..我諗如果我地真係傾埋電話...真係不得了...EVEN 尋晚我係想拎電話同對方講...因為佢講講下, 問我點...我又忍唔住同佢講哂所有...大家都唔開心..同一TOPIC...SHARING, 大家都唔想同自己CLOSE FD 講...因為..估唔到尋晚後我地變為BEST FD...大家都同自己FD 講對方..HAHAHA
不過過埋星期一之後就要轉MISS/SIR 啦...只有2同4 下午LESSON 先見, 唔開心左添...不過變左喺學校唔洗扮唔熟...^^
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LEE 2, 3日真係唔開心...好想喊... 點解??? 第2次....