1 tour 1 vomit

what's happen?? recently always vomit... 1 tour 1 vomit at least. and 1 week two times...
so terrible...
am i sick??
this tour , can't earn big money... ummm. i can say, no money can earn... cos the guess... "so cheap cheng"just $50 hkd also don't want to spend...but it's ok for me.. cos...i will back to hk asap...haha

the day b4, i was so crazy! sorry ..baby..let you worried..
i also know i am always vely emotional... so that time , i went sleep...otherwise i think i will cry ...
but actually, i just told you and 1 friend what happened. coz of you ( i always trust you). so i would like to tell u all the things... and want to listen your opinion..... haha.. i want to change my mind.. my emotional... but how?? as you said. when i alone, i always like this. think too much..maybe.. next time, i try to cool down, try to think more positvie ,think happness, think of beer, think of delicious food, think of best friend, think of beautiful dress, think of shoes, think of.....you..haha... i really love you...

i want to see you...talk to you face to face , drink ^.^

the day b4, i send a sms to u , actually i haven't any expect you will reply me.. but so down that moment, i receive 2 from you.. so warm,... ummm... until now. i don't know what you are thinking.... but it's ok.. maybe just wanna have fun only ....

haha... is it a effect by a drama... i seems like to have a fun with female... haha... little bit worry about it...haha....so crazy...
p.s... i like RUKA's style.....